"A fugitive; hidden behind and around secrets. So lifeless, fragile, unable to percieve reality. You must let go, let go, let go."


I've thought about this for awhile, and I've come to a decision. After today, I will not be returning to Deviantart. I know I have said this in the past and have not followed it, but this time, it is for good.

I agree that Deviantart is a wonderful place to express yourself, but I feel that this site has evoked stress rather than fun. I realize that I can't solely depend on the internet, nor this site, to make me happy. I have my friends and my boyfriend that I know care about me. I know they don't want me to feel this way.

I am going to try my best not to actually delineate my reasons for leaving. I am not trying to sound selfish, rude, or arrogant. I am not trying to persuade anyone to sympathize. I feel it is best for me to take my leave and rid of the stress rather than to stay here and remain in the midst of it. I hope you understand and respect my reasons.

After today, my writing will be deleted. If it pleases you so to receive a copy of a particular piece, please let me know through a private message or a comment.

I'm sorry, but I don't want to be here anymore.